Losing someone you love is hard. Losing someone you never thought you'd live in a world that they didn't exist is harder. Losing someone that you lost yourself to love and save is the hardest! It's almost been a year and I'm trying to find me again. He was mixed into my soul, he was why i became the woman I am. I lost myself for him and I'd do it over again! In losing him I'm finding myself again and I don't know where I am. When I work through things i do what I do best I write. This is my journal on Where Am I Now...... All people and events are true I'll be changing some names because this is my story not theirs