For The Moment

My name is Nicole but people call me Nene. I'm a junior in high school ready to graduate and get out of Mississippi. Shxt can get hectic around here sometimes but right now this not the Life That I Dreamed Of. Im a 17yr old who has been living with my grandmother for basically all my life. I haven't seen my mom since I was 5 and my brother was 15 cause she be so caught work that she don't even have time for her own kids and she put us off on our grandma. My brother name is Malcolm, I barely get to see from time to time cause he be so caught up in the streets and making big moves. Last words he had every said to me was he love and that he wanted me to make something out of myself and to not let these fvck niggas be out breaking my heart. For the moment everything was going good in the beginning but now I see you can't always get the life you want and sometimes things can go how you planned it to be in the beginning but in the end things get worse and a lot of things change .