"Alex I'm sorry" she sighs and I can see the pain in her eyes. "It's really ok Natalie." I smile and put the paper in her hand. I let our hands touch for a minute longer and neither of us pull away. I glance up to her face before I bring her hand to my lips for a soft kiss. "Don't worry about anything else than Stacy right now. She is really excited about her party. I'll be here whenever you're ready ok." I whisper. "I want you to kiss me" she breathes out in a desperate voice. "I want to do more than kiss you Natalie." I sigh and bite down hard on my teeth. It is really hard for me not to get out and kiss her breath away but she is married. There are things she needs to figure out before I will alow myself to do anything like that. "Go back inside. I'll see you around ok"