This is a letter that I wrote from my personal experience. It's to the guy who broke me and took what I didn't want to give. He won't read it no but I needed to post this anonymously because I felt the need to get it off my chest. He re-posted something that felt like a personal attack and I've spent the last three hours writing this in response. If you choose to read it that's fine. Even if you know me you wouldn't know I wrote it unless I told you firsthand. I just wanted to send this into the Internet so that if I ever need it it's there but it can't be linked back to me or him. Warning: Although it isn't graphic it does mention certain sexual acts not all of consent. No curse words but mature content. Feel free to share your opinion but a personal attack on me is pointless. This is my way of coping. It's not for anyone else. Just saying.