TW: S*ic*de, Heartbreak This is my first story which I'm writing, constructive criticism is allowed. *Fake made up story, NOT real* *No words will be censored in the story itself* Gavin seems to be living a nearly perfect life. He is good at School, he is very intelligent. He is social, and has a lot of Friends. He is good with girls because of his lovable character. He works out a lot so he's also very athletic and strong. His body looks near perfect with strong abs, big pecs, broad shoulders, strong arms, and beefy legs. But is his life as good as it actually seems? Or does he as soon as he gets home feel empty and hates himself? Does he workout to feel better or just to feel something? Does he only want that one girl but somehow cannot have her? Is he so insecure that he stopped using his brain properly years ago, and now just overthinks everything? After a while he just can't take his life anymore and k*lls himself, but what happens afterwards?