Makes me wonder if I'm good enough Wonder why was it so easy for you to give up Causing my mind to run crazy and wild Like how can you even abandon your child Just really want some real answers Cause this feeling is worse than cancer I wonder if you think of my well-being Or even think if I'm worth seeing I'm hopeful that I get to see your face Just so I can say what I gotta say You are a coward and that's no lie Causing me to sit in my room and have a silent cry Waiting for the moment to have me a child Just so I can do what you didn't do and go the extra mile You played yourself in so many ways Not knowing your son will be great one day I'm learning and learning that's the plan To be something you are not and that's is to be a better man