He doesn't know why he tries. He always tries to make his king happy, he even tries to make his queen happy too. He always tries. He puts away his feelings, he hides them away and lock them away. He pretends and acts his role as the mad dog of bonten. He couldn't keep acting .He acts like he's crazy even though he's not. He's just simply broken. He tries to hide his true feeling towards his king and queen. He really tries his best. But he couldn't. So he decided to tell them how he really feels without thinking about what will happen once he does. Now he is even more broken than he was. Hi, so this is a Sanzu harem story. Yes you read that correct. Warning: Angst, blood, gore, smut.