Yo, this is a Cloud (FF7) fanfic that's centered around a derealization episode from my experiences. If anything relating to the following may upset you, I suggest you spend your time reading something else: Heavy mentions: Lack of time Feeling as though you've left your body Average mentions: Doing dangerous things to feel alive Avoiding family or friends Implied/light mentions Suicidal ideation Self harm Bad eating schedules If you'll be ok with all these things, then don't let me keep you here any longer. On with the story!