So to be totally honest I don't have a summary for this fic because its the first proper fanfic I've written since 2018 so tell me what y'all think. This is gonna be an angst/depression fanfic centric on Anthony LaRusso so obviously trigger warning for things like self harm and eating disorders. I did start writing the fic a while ago so I did my best to alter most of it towards season 5, if I did miss anything from the previous season you'd like in just say so because as always I'm open to suggestion. Also I'm a firm believer that Antonio is apart of the alphabet mafia so he's gonna be gay. Who for IDK??? I also have it in my head that he's an alt/ indie kid. :D P.S - I'm doing a new-ish narrative for me so I might rewrite it later :/.