Dazai's world has always been a dark place. Behind the carefree and emotionless skin of the brunette lays darker and deeper thoughts that no one has cared to understand. Behind every attempt is another slap and scar to his heart and body of the pain he constantly fails to rid himself of. After the only source of light in his world flickered, threatening to fade, he allowed himself to let go and even began to feel happy with the help of that light. That light was Chuuya Nakahara. This story takes place as if Dazai chose to stay in the port mafia after Oda's death, so just keep that in mind!:] TRIGGER WARNINGS! Includes subjects of: Self-harm Suicide Death Alcohol Bad thoughts Depression spirals Anxiety ♡Please read with caution if these are sensitive topics for you! ♤There are fluff and wholesome chapters too, so it's not all terribly gloomy! NOTE: Any artwork used for the cover and at the start of chapters is not mine and the awesomeness fully belongs to those artists B) Started: 5/31/23 Finished: ----