This is a memoir, of how an uncomfortable lineage sees life. At the end of the story, the protagonist would pan out taking her life, despite the incredible fortune and hard labor she did put in. Death has an orgasmic depiction in the story. This is a dream come true and the idea of death has always fascinated her, and she never has that thing to see anything beyond it- certainly because even if she gets what she wanted, she would never be content, it will always be hard- living and making through life. The main character captivates herself in a nutshell with her defined periphery- death is always a solution. Death is the solution. PS: I want to look back at this. Will take time but keep it here, happy reading pep<3