The way I live my life today Turn out to be so sad I never thought, I'll live this way I really didn't have someone that I can call dad I was always to myself No one to talk to Me and my lonesome self I don't know what to do I've learned the hard way As I do the best I can Living day by day To find out who I am My child hood, I didn't have much friends I was getting pick on Trying hard to blend But everything I did was wrong Nothing was ever good It's to the point where I didn't care The way,I really should I wish I wasn't here I started to do things on my own Even if I knew it was wrong Just so I put on a show Cuz I feel I don't belong I wasn't too happy Nothing seem right It made me feel crappy I started to lose sight You can't imagine the pain in my heart That I've hold in and out Things start to fall apart Now I live my life in doubt's