He was sexy , good-looking , stacked with cash and was great in bed. That's pretty much everything i looked for in a man. Apart from his "other side". Manipulative , controlling , abusive , sadistic, psychotic. Tom Kaulitz is the man that ruined my life. And kicked me to the curb with only a shred of humanity left. " I'm under the impression you don't like me. " Tom sneers, his hand trailing up to my bare shoulder, squeezing it. I scornfully laugh under my breath and grab his hand, pulling it from my shoulder. " its not that i don't like you. I just despise you. " i say, a smug smirk tugging at the corner of my lips.