John Laurens and Alexander Hamilton are in love. That is a fact. A simple one, at that. But it has so many complications. The affections that step over the boundaries of friendship frighten them both. John wishes to find a cure for the queerness he and Alex exhibit. Alex wishes for more than what he has with John. Neither of them will ever be satisfied where they are. Will they ever realize that what they have together is more than enough, or will one of them get thrown off of the emotional rollercoaster, leaving the other to despondence? AUTHOR'S NOTE: I am currently in middle school, so don't expect anything extraordinary. This isn't entirely historically accurate, I know. Don't attack me. I'll update sometimes, but I'm not always very consistent, sorry. This is also available on ao3.