I build this self confidence and learn to love myself when no one else would. Raul is the first to let me know that love hurts. I loved him so much in highschool but he didn't noticed me. I saw him in the subway one rainy day in another place which does not remind us anything about our small and brown campus in highschool. He looked better since the last time I saw him, his glasses makes him more serious and what's strange is, I think I am still into him. Years have passed and I am now more desirable. I have changed, from one nobody to a desired, seductive and successful sous chef. Men and more men are around me each day. But now that Raul is back, I am stepping no forward but again dwell in his shadow and beg for his attention. The one I did when I was 13 and looking up at him. Last for love is a story of one sided love from highschool and blossomed into a great love through snail mails. A story of how much you can do in the name of love. ++ Status : Unedited