Five years ago, Ryan died, leaving Brendon with nothing but the memories of him. Brendon managed to keep them at bay, until now, anyway. When he falls into a coma after a surgery to save his life, they come flooding back, and he relives them. Every. Single. One. [NOT RELATED TO LET ME GO] {{why the fuck does some of this sound semi intense it's not it's literally a nostalgic romance fic wtf}}