love everything about him, and I'm not a guy who says that lightly, I'm a guy who has faked love his entire life, I'm a guy who thought love was just something idiots felt, but this man has a hold on my heart that I could not break even if I wanted to. And there have been times when I wanted to. It has been overwhelming and humbling, and even painful at times, but I could not stop loving him any more than I could stop breathing. I'm hopelessly, irretrievably in love with him. More than he knows.