If you are currently thinking of hurting yourself or others please seek help. Now I know I can't force you but here are some numbers that I know: Textline- 741-741 (Text "Go" just don't put the quotes) National Hotline-1 (800) 273-8255 Now I know what you're going through; I have my fair share of depression. I was diagnosed with it of November of 2015, so you can imagine how hard it has been for me. Like I said if you are having thoughts like this PLEASE text the textline or call the hotline. Thank you ♥