(Y/N) tried so hard not to get close to him as he was just as broken as her, been through so much just as she had. But how could she not fall for those hauntingly, beautiful blue eyes and charmingly, handsome smile reserved for what seemed only for her? She fell hard and so did he. But she lost it. Lost control that is. After a horrific mission and almost killing Bucky and so many others, she left. Because how could she stay? How could she stay when she had no remorse killing all these people? Her once jagged edges were shattered pieces of who she once was. The person she was now was a monster. A completely broken and sad monster.