Bravery saved me (complete)

~First book~On Scotty's fifteenth birthday, he's kidnapped. With his only memory being that morning, Scotty holds onto that small sanity he has left. He's forced to live, if living at all, drugged, starved, raped daily. Forced to lay in his own waste and filth, Scotty's about given up, forgotten what life was. With a small quieted encouragement, Scotty uses sheer will power and hope to bring up enough bravery to attempt to escape. This bravery has left him Alive, yet dead all the same. Even if he were to escape, how mentally could he handle all the abuse? You can't take years of this and not be mentally affected. This isn't a fiction story with a quick happiness. This story is cruel and spoken through the eyes of a boy who has survived and died. Bravery saved me. {rated R for Adult themes, Sexual moments, drugs, and others. Read with caution} BxB