[It's been three years. 1197 days to be exact. I will never understand how this could've happened. I would've never thought that he would leave me, leave her....] ||This is a story about a girl who lost herself and struggles each day to understand that he's gone. That he just died. He won't come back. No one to help her stop the fall. No one to save her. So she just looks up at the stars each night and wonders if he's up there , smiling down on her, and maybe she even smiles a little at that. Even while she feels like her heart might break in two, there's something, someone holding her back and trying with all they got to save her from the darkness that seems to be suffocating her, choking her, taking the last bit of her heart that's left. ||