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@--astrophilia-- I’m going to miss you! Please take care of yourself! I hope to see you again some day, and if I don’t… well then I wish you well in life

@--astrophilia-- Glad you're doing better, take care of yourself

I'm currently seeking the mental help I need, and have needed for the last five years. Only recently have I truly come to terms with the fact that my mannerisms aren't normal. My mind, my psychology, it's fucked up in many ways; the way I talk, act, think, never exactly realised that it wasn't normal until they pointed it out. So I suppose I owe them a thanks? Unsure. It must be strange to be thankful for something that feels like the worst event of my life, but then again, I am strange. And I'm okay with that. I like being odd, and I've learnt my lesson to surround myself with those that like my oddities, than those who so not.
            
            Will I be pointing out people or saying any names today, or ever? No. It is not my place, no matter the few bits of anger and grief that are still there. I have no desire to reignite the fire. The last flame has finally died out, and I want to keep it that way.
            
            As for schooling, I'm waiting on it. As much as I have moved on, it's still rather painful to see a face so familiar every day, I'm not quite there yet. Maybe one day I'll be able to see that person and think "hey, that's a regular Joe like me", and think nothing more than that. For now, it's not. I'm still thinking on what I want to do with my life regardless. Veterinarian, writer, artist, astronomer; will I ever know? Who knows. Time will tell eventually, I'm just waiting on it.
            
            Doesn't matter. I'm happy, that's all that matters now.
            
            Thank you.

I'll ask again, what's the point ya damned insignificant specs? Are you just trying to add fuel to the fire and hurt them again? 
            Let me tell you. It's not working. They're done with yalls bullshit and as am I, hence why I'm here and defending them from the likes of your pathetic asses.
            So go on and get the hell outta here! It's very clear that nobody wants you on this account. 
            
            And if you try to comment on this? Alright, it would seem you have a bit of guts. 
            Honestly though, get out of here. I'm pissed off enough at all of you. This will be my only message to you all to go fuck yourselves right up your “high and mighty asses”.  
            
            Unrespectfully, fuck off and leave them alone.

Alright, this has gone on long enough. So. I'm here to intervene in whatever the hell y'all think you're doing. 
            Personally, I'm going to go on and say that I can give less of two fucks if y'all don't care or try to target me – I barely knew either of you. But, I felt like something was up with you fucks from the beginning. 
            
            On another note, me and them [especially them] would like you to fuck all the damned way off. Stay off this account, stay OUT of their life, cause they don't want you here! I don't want you here, nobody wants you here. 
            The fact that you're coming back just to “try and talk things out” and when they give their actual responses, your poor lil brains can't handle it! 
            
            Get off that damned mighty horse of yours and maybe try looking at it from their standpoint for a second. YOU. ALL OF YOU. FUCKING PLANNED THIS. YOU ALL PLOTTED AGAINST THEM. 
            
            NOT ONLY THAT – NOW YOU’RE ALL WANTING TO COME AND HARASS THEM?? The fuck is the point of it? I would love to know at this point. 
            
            Actually wait, no the hell I don't. I don't want to know because all of you are so fucking insignificant to me… that I don't care what you cunts say until you're trying to involve my girlfriend – that's where I'm crossing the line and cutting this off. 
            
            They. Don't. Appreciate. You. Coming. Here. 
            What was the point of wasting what little brain power you have to go type that out, eh? They have every damned reason to say all of that. Their reasoning is very justified and here you are just trying to make shit worse by commenting again and again.

I’ll miss you, but i hope you feel safe.