Tried so hard to get used to everything i lived. So many people said im nothin' for 'em im nothin' for the world; if they didn't say it wasn't so hard to understand that. Im different from others. Im stranger to life. Im just a person trying to be normal. However i cant. Im just stupid, unskilful boy wants to change! But its a dream that wont come true. And i couldnt get used to life but i've been gettin' used to be realist. The real thing is everything is a LIE we live IN VAIN and im a GHOST wont appear in the life.
Just one person make me feel happy make me normal, and i'll never lose her. I miss her every second passed. I need her everytime. What she said make me excited. It never happened to me before. I like this feeling.
I like the pain i feel in my body. But she kills me inside. It hurts more. When shes cold to me, i feel something i never felt. I want she to kill me with something sharp, not with words.
But shell never be mine.
She loves another. And if she is happy, its better.
I love her.
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