✘kyoto m.✘

-nosnilmot © 2020

      we tried to build an empire on the ashes of the lies which burned our sinful souls.
      we sold ourselves for fantasies about the life we're craving for.
      we felt our skin burning, our cheeks becoming red, our eyes widening, our fingers starting to move slightly from place to place in our lap, craving for happiness like we were in a desperate need for a drug.
      we were able to run miles, without stopping for taking a deep breath of reality, without drinking a bottle of authenticity.
      we were brainwashed with sweet lies which made us believe in something that will never happen.
      what if we're dead right now, but cursed to drown in this pain which will slowly eat our foreign souls, until nothing's left to prove we were ever here? 

 
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