10:14
i was thinking today and i realized how much i really have been through and how fucked up i really am. like damn i’m more mentally messed up than i thought i was
2:07
and right now is the moment i realize that it was all my fault. what happened a year ago was all my fault and it could’ve been prevented if i would’ve just answered the phone that one time and listened. but the one time she needed me i wasn’t there. she could still be here if it wasn’t for me.