-ssnowman

Should I just leave? I'm honestly tired of losing friends I thought I could trust.

_YouthxOn_

@-priince 
          	  Hey don't leave and if you want I could be your friend! 
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_Snowlight_Fox_

Hey...remember me..? You..may have changed but I faintly remember you, but I remember you...I'm sorry I left for so long...

-ssnowman

@_Snowlight_Fox_ crap.. you haven’t left already, have you..? i’m so sorry for replying late, my notifications are so delayed..
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-ssnowman

@_Snowlight_Fox_ ah..! yes, i’ve been looking everywhere!!
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mewiathepokemon

*ahem* Hello fellow Wattpader and I’m back. Just so you know if you remember talking to me as soul T Evans. And dude just remember that you’re doing fine. If you’re okay. Or something. Or whatever. Just came to check in and say hello to tell you I’m back. Goodbye fair fellow human and I hope you reply. See you later.

-ssnowman

Just a vent. Don't read if you don't want to.
          
          
          I was just starting to get better and I was feeling so much better and waking up with a smile but now I just dread waking up or even falling asleep. I'm feeling worse and worse every day. I'm feeling worse every single morning and I might just break a promise I've made to quite a few people if you get what I'm hinting at. 
          I just can't hold this in anymore and I just can't keep it to myself anymore. I can't take it anymore and I don't want to be alive anymore. I hate it. I hate it all and I hate myself.
          I just want to die. I don't want to feel like this anymore. I want the pain to stop. I want to stop waking up wishing I didn't and I hate it. I hate getting hurt and wanting more of the pain. I hate everything and I hate living. I can't breathe right anymore and I'm always shaking. 
          What the hell do I do?? Just sit here and wait until death embraces me? Or just kill myself now when I can?
          I don't know anymore I just don't know. 

-pxtriotism

@-priince 
            
            Breathe, okay...? Just breathe. You can get through this alive, nothing lasts forever, even bouts of feeling shitty. Trust me — I would know. Don't die, don't even think about dying please. You will be okay <3 Just relax, take a break from social media if you need to, and talk to somebody outside of social media to let them know. They'll likely be able to help you. I promise.
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-pxtriotism

(hey... I don't think you'll remember me because I've changed my account up, and I don't know if you've kept our conversations, but it's El... I know I'm randomly just popping back into your life, I just wanted to say hi-)

-ssnowman

@-pxtriotism 
            
            May we pm? I hate to ask, but I'm seeing the messages here by chance. I don't get notifications for message board related comments so I tend to try and pm whenever I can.
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-pxtriotism

@-priince
            
            (Yeah...
            I know my words probably don't mean anything at this point, but I'm sorry for what happened a year ago... I... had some unchecked bipolarity disorder... but I'm sorry. It was my fault. I'd like to try and be friends again, if it's possible.)
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-ssnowman

@-pxtriotism 
            
            Ah.. yeah.. I remember you.
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irokumo

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-ssnowman

@Rikafeline 
            
            Of course! Feel free to message me anytime. (°∀°)b 
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