( 陽 ) ─ hazel.

missed u sm 

MINIEEEEEEEE

ok geez it's been so long hi HAHAHAHHA
          
          anyway it's summer break so i've returned briefly in case y'all can't contact me through disc (ps: if u wanna dm me on disc, even tho i don't use it that often anymore my user is chaeluvr) to give a small update on things that have been going on cuz why not-
          
          i still miss writing a lot, i feel like it was my escape from everything going on but i literally have no more time to do that lol. my finals went okay, felt like i did alright but will be working on my grades more. swimming is up and down as usual, but im glad i've found the right people to spend my days with. i have a competition tmr so wish me luck hehe. as for my own personal development, i'm trying to be more accepting of things and people i cannot change, as well as trying to focus on bettering myself and figuring out what i want to do with my life. boys have not been my top issue these few months so pretty happy about that. i'm running for student council as one of the board chairpersons so let's pray i get it! 
          
          i've made a few sacrifices too: this week i officially retired as vice captain from my debate team, and have refused the request to be captain of the swim team, both i would've loved to do next year but ya girl got priorities with student council hehe. i might be going to a national-level competition in november too, so that means not much hanging out for me this summer, which is okay i think im ready for that. OH AND before my finals i actually ended up getting covid lol but im good now dw
          
          anyway, for those still active here, hope you're doing well and staying healthy, if you miss me just spam my mb, we'll see when i see it ahah
          
          love y'all lots and see you again soon <3

omg hey 

min min 

minnieeeeeeee i missed you 

it's been a while since i've been active and i don't plan on being active soon, but im just gonna do a check in on everyone still alive on this app cuz why not-
          
          HI :) it's min, in case you're confused. you can still call me hazel but honestly, anything goes at this point haha. i've been super busy with school and swimming, but im on easter break as of now, which is sorta why i can be a ghost on this site lol.
          
          it has been a roller coaster few months, but long story short: forgave people for things i couldn't control, made up with people who hurt me in the past, trying my best to forget my ex and realised (finally) how toxic he was to me in the end, struggling to juggle my homework, and most of all having crises over a sport i sometimes love and sometimes hate. oh, and cut down on extra curriculars because ya girl trying to rebuild her mental health (can say its not going too well...at least its going)
          
          im going to be frank and say i did not miss using this app at all. i mean yes it gave me good friends and good times, but really the only thing i missed while taking a sabbatical from wattpad was writing stories. while i was here wattpad (and discord ig) was quite a love-hate relationship, and let's face it i was a kid and sort of a dummy. looking back on old conversations, old books, old drama it all seems so immature to me like literally *barf* i talked like that? jeez.
          
          for those worried about my health all the time, y'all are angels. but i can assure you now that i am doing so much better than i was last year, and i'm so grateful to have been given this huge amount of support throughout the covid period. 
          
          who knows when ill be back on this site again but while im poofed, feel free to spam my message board or dance awkwardly in my dms because i want my account to be a safe space for people i care about.
          
          im reaching the word limit so in order to save y'all some tears and time, love you lots and this is not goodbye, this is simply a "see you soon". 
          
          
          <3

min MIN YOU REMEMBER ME?

if i could, i'd go back in time and erase all the pain i've created for myself.

Headass you're Alive