It's been a long time since I last used Wattpad. I used to be really active here but now things have changed. Idk if i should get back here. A lot of things happened in my life. I want to be honest and talk about it to you guys cause I've met some really good people here. I lost my brother a few months back. My only brother. Things have changed since , I've changed. Idk what to do anymore. It was sudden, unexpected. I feel suffocated, helpless. I feel like I failed as a sister. Im sorry if this made any of you uncomfortable. Wattpad has always been my safe place and i just wanted to let it out. Idk what went wrong or why I lost him. It sucks to not have him around me anymore. I miss him.
I know this is so random. I'm sorry.