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I'm in my last semester of my degree!!!!! I can't believe that I made it this far!!! Few more months and I'm graduating!!!! Will be struggling with assignments and lots of other things so I hope I can get through it like before.. Whoever is in the same situation as me I hope we can go through this together <3 Fighting!!
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17shuaesthetic
I'm in my last semester of my degree!!!!! I can't believe that I made it this far!!! Few more months and I'm graduating!!!! Will be struggling with assignments and lots of other things so I hope I can get through it like before.. Whoever is in the same situation as me I hope we can go through this together <3 Fighting!!
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It’s been a while since I’ve updated.. my days have been hectic and full with assignments but I can’t wait to finish this semester in about one more month and a half.. and then it’s holiday season )) I hope everyone is doing well and take care of yourselves! <3 Sooner or later I will be active again ;)
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17shuaesthetic
First two weeks in uni and I am already stressing out!!! It is my final year in uni and i kid you not.. the assignment is already pilling!!! Omgggg
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Today marks exactly seven days since my best friend passed away.. And until this day I miss her terribly.. I miss her laugh.. I miss her cheerful and bright energy.. I miss everything about her..I still can’t believe that she’s gone forever.. that she’s not going to be here when I graduate from uni.. I won’t be able to share that moment with her.. I can’t believe that my future children will not be able to get to know her.. When I think about all of the things that we could achieve together.. It made me really really sad and heartbroken .. I can’t stop looking at our pictures together.. It made me realise of how little the amount of pictures and videos we’ve got.. I regret for not taking a lot of pictures and videos together when we hangout.. I’m afraid that I’ll forget what her voice sounds like.. Sometimes I blame myself for not being a good friend to her.. and I hope she can forgive me for that.. I’m thankful for you guys who gave me such encouraging words.. You guys made me cry so bad.. I’m really grateful for all the words guys.. Thank you..
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sullybae_
@17shuaesthetic I'm so terribly sorry for your loss, my best friend ditched me, but loosing her must've been so much harder...! I really hope you feel better about this...
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I just lost someone who is very dear to me.. my best friend just passed away this morning after fighting with bacterial infection and stagnant water in the brain for almost a month and a half.. I’m just so lost right now.. It felt like I lost a part of myself.. I’m in shock.. I can’t believe that she’s gone forever.. I’m numb.. But at the same time I’m relieved that she’s in a better place now.. She’s not in pain anymore.. she’s better and happier.. I just don’t know how to cope with the fact that she’s gone.. I don’t know how to cope with these kind of feelings.. I just don’t know…
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Aquaevie
@17shuaesthetic take a deep breath, you know you are going to be fine, she'll always be with you, yeah?
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@17shuaesthetic Sorry for your loss- she's no longer in pain and you have your memories of her for when you're sad.
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17shuaesthetic
Just published another MEMES BOOK.. Don't forget to check it out.. I hope you like ONLYONEOF cause they're amazing!
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17shuaesthetic
Do you guys have any suggestions of your favourite books on Wattpad that I can read ?? I am currently in my "reading slump" era and I don't know what to read..
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P4P3R_H34RT5
@17shuaesthetic if you wanna read smth sad, then mission: re point [beomgyu/txt] by mochiminie
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@17shuaesthetic CARVALLE SCHOOL OF SUPERNATURALS by @LadyYandere-(something) just finished it today btw
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17shuaesthetic
New &TEAM MEMES BOOK coming soon!! Don’t forget to check it out later :))
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17shuaesthetic
Upcoming ZEROBASEONE a.k.a ZB1 MEMES BOOK!!! Maybe I'm going to combine it with BOYS PLANET MEMES as well.. We'll see how it goes.. But ZEROBASEONE MEMES BOOK COMING SOON!!!! Don't forget to check it out!!!