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I'm in my last semester of my degree!!!!! I can't believe that I made it this far!!! Few more months and I'm graduating!!!!
          
          Will be struggling with assignments and lots of other things so I hope I can get through it like before..
          
          Whoever is in the same situation as me I hope we can go through this together <3 Fighting!!

It’s been a while since I’ve updated.. my days have been hectic and full with assignments but I can’t wait to finish this semester in about one more month and a half.. and then it’s holiday season ))
          
          I hope everyone is doing well and take care of yourselves! <3
          
          Sooner or later I will be active again ;)

First two weeks in uni and I am already stressing out!!! It is my final year in uni and i kid you not.. the assignment is already pilling!!! Omgggg

Today marks exactly seven days since my best friend passed away.. And until this day I miss her terribly.. I miss her laugh.. I miss her cheerful and bright energy.. I miss everything about her..I still can’t believe that she’s gone forever.. that she’s not going to be here when I graduate from uni.. I won’t be able to share that moment with her.. I can’t believe that my future children will not be able to get to know her.. When I think about all of the things that we could achieve together.. It made me really really sad and heartbroken .. 
          
          I can’t stop looking at our pictures together.. It made me realise of how little the amount of pictures and videos we’ve got.. I regret for not taking a lot of pictures and videos together when we hangout.. I’m afraid that I’ll forget what her voice sounds like..
          Sometimes I blame myself for not being a good friend to her.. and I hope she can forgive me for that..
          
          I’m thankful for you guys who gave me such encouraging words.. You guys made me cry so bad.. I’m really grateful for all the words guys.. Thank you..

I just lost someone who is very dear to me.. my best friend just passed away this morning after fighting with bacterial infection and stagnant water in the brain for almost a month and a half..
          
          I’m just so lost right now.. It felt like I lost a part of myself.. I’m in shock.. I can’t believe that she’s gone forever.. I’m numb.. 
          
          But at the same time I’m relieved that she’s in a better place now.. She’s not in pain anymore.. she’s better and happier..
          
          I just don’t know how to cope with the fact that she’s gone.. I don’t know how to cope with these kind of feelings.. I just don’t know…

Just published another MEMES BOOK.. Don't forget to check it out.. I hope you like ONLYONEOF cause they're amazing!

Do you guys have any suggestions of your favourite books on Wattpad that I can read ?? 
          
          I am currently in my "reading slump" era and I don't know what to read..

New &TEAM MEMES BOOK  coming soon!!
          Don’t forget to check it out later :))

Upcoming ZEROBASEONE a.k.a ZB1 MEMES BOOK!!!
          Maybe I'm going to combine it with BOYS PLANET MEMES as well.. We'll see how it goes..
          
          But ZEROBASEONE MEMES BOOK COMING SOON!!!! Don't forget to check it out!!!

I can’t believe the same thing is happening again with OMEGA X .. poor them.. I was so heartbroken when I knew that the fans has to revive the #PROTECTOMEGAX on Twitter.. The members have gone through so much stuff to achieve their dreams..
          
          Yet again some old ugly looking motherfucker decided to spread false rumours and information about their old rumours and scandal.. I don’t understand why these grown adults wants to mess with young people dreams and make them miserable when all they wanted was to achieve their dreams and get their own happy ending like any other idols..
          
          I literally broke down when I knew about those false rumours because I was sad and upset for them.. Because I knew each of the members have gone through so much to have their second chances with OMEGA X.. and now knetz has been commenting many hate speech on OMEGA X’s latest videos and MVs just because of some stupid fake rumours!