1ivingVex

Hey guys, I just wanted to give a small little update to my... holy shit almost four month Hiatus... Its been a long ass time, huh..?
          
          Well I've got good news and bad news!
          
          Good news is that, I'm not dead!
          
          Bad news: I have no motivation to write.
          
          Now don't get me wrong,, I still love Oshi no Ko, and Shining Stars but... I just can't bring myself to write another chapter... I've tried dozens of times to sit down and write, with new found motivation... and than I'm seven hundred words in and I'm stuck.
          
          It might be I just can't bring myself to write on Shining Stars anymore, or many I've lost my passion to write fanfics. Its always disappointed me that I'm unable to write anything good without using other people's amazing stories and characters as a backbone to my own.
          
          Hell the whole field I'm going into is writing. But there's always these thoughts of doubt in my mind. Telling me to switch to something more stable. AI, layoffs, all that shit revolving writers in Movie and games right now...
          
          Anyway, enough about that boring shit, you probably want to know if Shining Stars is going to continue or not, right?
          
          The short answer is, I have zero idea.
          
          The long answer is basically, can I bring myself to write. As I've said, I've tried dozens of times, easily two days of my life wasted as I delete, rewrite and delete again. Its like I can't satisfy myself with my writing anymore.
          
          Nevertheless, Shining Stars truly opened my eyes to my passion in writing, I wouldn't be going into my chosen Major now if not for it, I just hope someday I'll be able to give it the ending I always invisoned for it...
          
          Anyway, weather it be in a week, month, or a year, I hope you all have a great day, as always... I'll see you all in the next one!
          
          - 1ivingVex

Finals are destroying me right now, not to mention we're heading into the roughest training block of the season, so I probably won't have much energy to write till break (22nd) though than I'll have alot of free time to write, when I'm not doing stuff with friends and the like, so expect a few chapters than.

I've got a fun surprise heading your way soon~

Next chapter should be up today or tomorrow. Chapter Thirty-Nine: The Rain Falls.

If you haven't noticed the fact I haven't posted in a while... Well I'm taking abit if a break, Highschool is currently to much to balance with everything else to add in writing time, I'll try to get a chapter out within the next week, but no promises.

New chapter should be out this weekend!

Taking a small break, need to do some stuff before I can start writing again!

How would you all feel if I made something of a shorts book? Basically, it would contain short "meme" chapters, headcanons, non-canon chapters, what-ifs, etc. They would probably be only about 500 words per, chapter. But that depends on what I'd like to include. I kinda just wanna see if there's any interest in that sort of thing. It'll be used for periods when I've got writer's block or have to much stuff on my plate to make a full chapter.

I know I haven't gotten a chapter out in abit, but my Senior year just started and I needed these past few days to reajust, should be able to get a chapter out this weekend!

Next Chapter should be out sometime tomorrow!