Ash

Y'all should go read my Bangchan x Male!OC fanfic on my main account! 
          
          @AshIsConfusion 

i'm devastated. wattpad took down my book y'all i don't even get to have the draft for myself. bro i was so proud of that wtf my writing had improved so much. I get it violates the guidelines but theres smutshots out there that are far more inappropriate than mine! i don't understand :/

It's my birthday :) 
          
          Unfortunately I have to spend my morning doing exam prep but I get to hang out with my friends for a couple hours afterwards! 
          
          It's actually a pretty personally meaningful birthday for me lol, I'm super glad I could celebrate it with my new friends and even if it isnt what I initially wanted it to be, it's good enough for me :) ♡♡ 
          
          Stay hydrated and dress weather appropriately!! Love ya's 
          
          - Ash :) xx 

I started back at school last week and holy shit I swear I can feel my brain growing T-T
          
          My school is an alternative school for kids that mainstream school failed or to give them a second chance. Every lesson they cram 2 WEEKS worth of mainstream content into THREE HOURS, but thankfully it's only that 3 hours for 4 days in a row but my god it is so exhausting, especially after being on an 8 week break and before that barely going to school since grade 5 
          
          SO, the point of this was to say that my updates will be a fair bit slower while I adjust, i hope you dont mind :) 

Happy New Year to my fellow Australians, and Kiwi's :) 

Okay so like I have a Stray Kids bxb smut book in my drafts with like 5 chapters but idk if I want to post it tbh
          
          I really like the idea of taking requests but I tried doing it for just fluff/angst one shots a few years ago and I just couldn't do it, where as I feel like I can do smut bc it's less emotion based (for me) 
          
          I just don't know if it aligns with my morals even tho I've been reading all kinds of smut for quite a few years and have written my fair share lol, but last time I wrote smut and posted it was at least 2 years ago 
          
          Please let me know if you actually want me to post it or not, I think I just need a little reassurance that people will actually read it lmao
          
          (Also I'm completely fine with you unfollowing me if you don't want to hear about this, I have another account ( @AshIsConfusion ) that I'll eventually post some actual SKZ stories... eventually... Feel free to follow that, idek why this account is even getting followers haha)