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Last night I envisioned what his face would look like when it happened. It genuinely terrified me. I'm so sorry, buddy

I swear to god yesterday in gym there was this kid that sounded exactly like Heather. Either that or I was genuinely tweaking

When your grandma says you're funny >>>>>>>>>>>>

Birds are such silly creatures. I watch them play around with each other everyday in sixth period, and this morning, I saw one trying to fly away with a piece of trash. He kept trying to make it work but eventually left it and scadaddled away with friend. So silly :)

Came up with a random scenario in my head this morning where a 38 year old Indonesian woman took over my Wattpad account and wrote Paranoia (in said scenario I didn't write it) and paid me to take the credit for it, because also in this scenario the book was really popular but at the same time a lot of people were hating on it in a dangerous manner towards the author. So I was getting harassed and doxxed yet this lady was paying me to act like I was the author. Weird stuff ngl.
          
          Then I watched a random video just now and found out the accent the woman had wasn't Indonesian but instead French

1.01k reads holy shit???
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/356132548

I had a daydream this morning where JJ and Mikey got married and I'm sobbing

Yo. Just wanted to say hello and goodbye, I’m probably never gonna send another message, but  there is a sliver of hope that’s probably gone, hope you get mentally better and have fun.

So basically I dreamed about these people being saved by being led along the sides of these really tall buildings, and once everyone was safe and reunited with each other, there was a celebration by a cookout, one line was for a hotdog stand and another was for some nachos or something. But for some reason the setting changed when I went to the second line, I even ended up in some store in the candy isle randomly. Starbursts are what I was thinking about.

Hate that I'm at the point where I can;t even write if I do have the sliver of motivation. Can barely keep my eyes open right now. What the fuck happened to my spark??