AMaskofManyShades

Gonna be moving to Tumblr and perhaps A03. Maybe I'll move/repost my stories there; maybe I'll leave them here for viewing pleasure. The world may never know. But I do have everything backed up, in the off chance Wattpad decides to get squirrelly with my account.
          
          Idk yet. With how everything seems to be taking a slow downward spiral, it's hard to say.

Chapter 11 of Starstruck Seductions is FINALLY out! Sorry about how late it is; with everything going on, to work, and an upcoming move, I've been busy as hell trying to deal with that while also getting this chapter out and ready! It'll be somewhat slow-moving from here, but I'll try to keep a somewhat consistent update schedule, provided I can keep the plot moving and ideas flowing.

Update: Can't find the post where they said that from the last announcement, so I assume it got taken down due to it not being true(?), but still...am paranoid now.

Wait, holy shit, is it true that Wattpad's deleting stories for having LGBT+ content and marking it as mature? o_O; I heard somewhere they were, but I dunno. I could be paranoid, because I really hope that's not the case here.
          
          I'm gonna try to be backing up my stories, just in case if I get canned, but again...I really hope this isn't true.

Oh boy! Coming down with something, and not sure wtf it is! Is it allergies? Is it a cold?? Is it the flu??? The world may never know!! 8D
          
          Y'all, I swear I'm working on the next chapter of Lust's Conduit, but it's just a very slow process.

Hi! Thanks for adding Golden Spoon to your reading list!

Update on life — Finally found some pain medication that kinda works! Granted all it does is dull the nerve pain, but it's better than being in so much pain that getting in and out of a vehicle, and climbing upstairs is agony.
          
          For context, I suffer from sciatica. I took a fall back a la tripping in a small hole from cinder block being yanked up in 2020-2021 and to this day, I stay in near constant discomfort due to it. In all fairness, it was either that or take a faceful of dirt. 
          
          So some days, my motivation tanks because of the pain and depression that follows with it. But hopefully, this helps! I should be having a back specialist calling in a few weeks, so we'll see how this bodes.
          
          I'd like to write stuff that y'all wanna read, so suggestions would be grand at the moment! I'll try to get back on track with my other WIPs. I still need to work on Starstruck Seductions...I promise I haven't forgotten, I just haven't been able to get to it with how life has been current, from chronic pain to mental health.

...Well, I thought I was going to write more tonight when I got home...but I guess not. One of my favorite managers is going to be leaving soon for Columbus, and just...I know I shouldn't be upset. People leave companies all the time for other things. It's understandable.
          
          I just.
          
          I don't understand why I get so attached when I know eventually, they're just gonna leave...
          
          I don't get it.
          
          Combine that with everything else, and just... I'm this close. This close to just...deleting this account. Just because I'm so angry, tired, and sad to the point that writing's slowly losing its luster for me...and to make things worse, it's one of the few things that can really pull me out of a depressive episode...
          
          I just. Fucking. I give up.

...Ok, I'll bite. Is there something y'all wanna see more of? Because clearly, my usual line of writing ain't cutting it or getting y'all's attention. 
          
          I just wanna write stuff that y'all like/WANT to read...

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