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It feels like a year since I used this app, yet I still feel like the emo kid I was when I first joined this app, its been like 4 or 5 years since I first joined all because of my 8th grade ex boyfriend who wrote a terrible smut story (dont ask -_-) this app has been a big part of my life and so have the people I've met through it.
          
          I just want to say thank you to everyone who is reading this, may it be the owners of the books I red or the people who commented on my comments or just some rando who stumbled across my profile.
          
          Its incredible to think that im going to be an adult soon and leave behind these amazing fanfics for even greater storys.
          
          I leave behind my favorite communitys,
          Creepypasta, My hero academia, Five nights at Freddy's, Pokémon, and all others I have stumbled across.
          
          I may come back to this account one day but this is my final farewell. (NOT KILLING MYSELF OR ANYTHING SO DONT CALL THE COPS OR SOMETHING)
          
          Much love 
          ~ APastaWriter

I had a panic attack at school today, I really hope we don't go into full time, I should start taking my depression meds again but whats the use if you dont have a therapist because they keep leaving you, I cant tell what my body wants anymore I dont know if im a girl or a boy and is screwing with my head I cant think clearly anymore all I feel is pain, im honestly scared to get my permit this April vacation because I feel like I could just pull the steering wheel and end it all, no one would even care my friends dont ask me how im doing, I wouldn't be missed, all I ever wanted was a birthday party with my friends now all I want is to sleep I can stay up for hours and not feel a thing till I get home then all my pain and all my emotions come back to me, I just wanna sleep, imma afraid my teachers and peers can see me struggling and can see im weak, I like hiding behind a screen, if anyone cares, just check up on me every now and then, please

I am so fricked in the morning, we had a project for class and I haven't workeed on it one bit because I spent the entire week drawing, ma teacher gonna yell at me again._.

What to do when ur boy/group of friends doesn't invite you to the mall, literally I was abandoned by everyone 
          

God I just came back to this app from what feels like years, I swear im not dead, at least not yet. God it feels weird and great to be back, still cant sleep as always.

Hey guess who's gonna sleep in there bathing suit because I'm lazy, this person right here! :P

@awkwardalderness123 Like where I live u cant buy small animals anymore, I mean u can get fish but no hamsters, no mice, no guinea pigs, no bunnos, it sucks

@awkwardalderness123 I mean it's not as bad as bad as it was when it first started, no one was allowed anywhere and me nor my brother could even leave the house

@awkwardalderness123 oof same here well at least they opened the mall in New Hampshire 

@awkwardalderness123 Yeah! Wait is quarantine not happening where u are anymore