ASuicidalMess
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Hey guys I’m so sorry I haven’t updated I’ve been trying to but I have so many doctors appointments and neurological exams I need to be done to me so all of the MRI and EKG OR EEG Idek at this point but yeah all those exams are so tiring I’ve been having seizures too so sorry if this turned into some sort of rant and sorry for making you guys wait so long! I hope you’ve been doing well my little gems! <<3
ASuicidalMess
Hey guys I’m so sorry I haven’t updated I’ve been trying to but I have so many doctors appointments and neurological exams I need to be done to me so all of the MRI and EKG OR EEG Idek at this point but yeah all those exams are so tiring I’ve been having seizures too so sorry if this turned into some sort of rant and sorry for making you guys wait so long! I hope you’ve been doing well my little gems! <<3
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Thanks for the follow! Have a great life =3
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BITCH BE MY BESTIE ✌️
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My mom just came to pick me up for a mandatory appointment and she didn’t have anyone to leave my 2 year-old little brother and she had to take him but he hasn’t had much sleep today so he’s a bit cranky though she clearly understand that he’s a baby and doesn’t understand misbehavior just yet and she hit him since he didn’t listen I hate that she always resorts to violence when she just doesn’t get her way it hurt me that even though it’s a baby she still hit him and brought back some really bad memories haha sorry for this just needed to vent somewhere
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Guys...MY EARRING BACKING THING THING IS STUCK IN MY EAR OMG HOW DID IT EVEN GET IN AND ITS A PLASTIC ONE IT WONT COME OUT IDK WHAT TO DO
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1(69) Followers... haha I’m so immature-
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Does anyone know why my veins hurt or like ache? IT HURTS OUCH
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@Atheist_Cheesecake I’ll try not to honestly no promises bc I do not care lmao my username says it all
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My cousin just asked me what was going on bc I was sobbing from another heartbreaking fanfic and I stupidly answered, “Global Warming, Pollution, Pandemic, Economical Crisis???” I’m so dumb omg
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@SakuraWatanabe2 yes yes but I don’t think it’ll ever heal since I’m binge watching all the sad anime’s and binge reading all of the sad fanfics I can find....
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@ASuicidalMess dumb but cute <3 hope the Heartbreak heals it happens to the best of us -
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THEORY TIME - rn I’m functioning on zero brain cells so I have no idea what is going on but you guys should be familiar with the red shoe theory if not go search it up and come back I’m too lazy too explain it but WHAT IF Shigaraki(Tenko) had actually met Izuku in the past and Izuku had shared his dreams with him saying he was going to be the best hero and that he would save everyone so what if Shigaraki(Tenko) had actually had that little slim of hope from Izuku and still has held on to it and he shows it by wearing the red shoes like Izuku or maybe they have just passed by each other maybe before the Shimura family incident or after when Shigaraki(Tenko) was astray on the streets they could’ve at least made eye contact or Izuku was still little and tried helping him though maybe Inko was like the rest of them and decided to let ‘real’ heroes deal with it (Sorry mama Inko) but Shigaraki(Tenko) held onto that, that incident or moment that someone actually, genuinely wanted to help him but the hatred overcame that which motivated him to destroy, destroy, destroy, and destroy until there is nothing left but although he tries to convince himself that no good person or hero exists out there he subconsciously keeps going back to that day/memory of the boy with red shoes and just got red shoes for it. I’m way too attached to this theory and Izuku and Tenko they’re the best omg they deserve so much better