Adamswh0re

Happy 2024 everyone! I hope everyone has had a good 2023. I am going to try to make 2024 my year because I’m tired of having sadness and loneliness in my life. I want to feel better mentally and emotionally and so I have decided that I’m going to take it one step at a time. Over this year I’ve felt negative and unwell with the way I’m living and I want to feel good and well with myself. I have found a hobby to keep myself occupied and calmed (well calm for the most part HAHA) and I have found myself really good at crocheting. I feel like having something I’m good at and I can do by myself is really keeping me mentally stable with everything in my life and I want to continue my writing on Wattpad because I feel like it’s something I really enjoy doing. Everyone who has supported me has made me feel important on this planet. I have felt lonely this year and this is my first year I have truly felt I had no one. However when people started commenting and supporting my books it made me felt like I belong. So I have to thank every single one of you and I want to be and feel a better person because of every one of you. Happy new year and I hope 2024 is my year and yours too.

Hey guys it’s been awhile. I’m sorry I haven’t been responding to any messages or anything on wattpad in general. Life’s been shitty. My mental health is terrible and I’m apparently to blame for everything. My parents have always yelled at me about playing victim when I really am one in this family. My toxic and mentally/emotionally abusive siblings have ruined me. And I’m the one to blame for apparently. They turned me into a lifeless soul who’s somehow still alive after wanting to k1ll myself for +4 years. I haven’t ever told anyone this. Just thirty minutes ago I go lectured and yelled at about blaming others and being the victim because everything’s my fault apparently. I could tell my parents about my mental health but I don’t want to go to therapy or a mental hospital. I just wanted to let you know that I’m taking a break and I don’t know when I’ll be back. I hope everybody is doing better than I am. You all mean so much to me and I love you guys, at least you guys make me happy. Goodbye for now.

Hi guys!!! I just went to my first dance and it was AMAZING!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It was so much fun and I’m glad  I went. Even though I’m not doing well I still went and had a ton of fun with my friends!! It took a lot out of my mind and now I’m feeling quite happy at the moment :)

I’m going on vacation tomorrow! I’m going a whole week! I won’t be active much but I will reply to comments and messages. It’s been two years since I went on vacation so I’m very excited!! :)

I just watched the Barbie movie and I cried three times  I heard it was sad in some parts but I didn’t know it was that sad- it was a great movie but I don’t know how to feel right now 

So the guy I mentioned on golden boy on the AN- I GOT HIS INSTAGRAM- I’m so happy, I was at camp and we talked and I have his instagram now. This is literally so crazy because I was so nervous and one of my friends literally told me to ask for his instagram and I got it  also apparently my friends think he’s ugly ☹️ but that’s okay cause he’s really cute to me-

I went to a city today and it was really fun! Half of the time I spent there was fun, the rest of it was shitty :( but I had a good time other than that :)

Just an announcement that I am working on a chapter for golden boy, it’s taking awhile since tomorrow will be my last week of school so forgive me for taking awhile. Also has anyone watched The  Revenant starring Leonardo DiCaprio? Bro I love that movie and I would love to talk about it.

Sorry I’m not as active lol I’m very busy this month, but I will write as soon as I get a chance :) also has anyone seen The Revenant before? Because I’ve genuinely never known a person who’s watched it 

Just made a new Adam Warlock book! I’ll start writing a chapter after school and when I’m done I’ll either publish it today or tomorrow!