Midnight Muse

•I'm the girl who laughs just a bit too loudly and thinks just a bit to crazily.
•I'm also the girl who uses smiling as a mask to hide her pain.
•I'm the girl who will do anything for anybody, because that's all she has to live for anymore.
•I think with my heart. This gets me in trouble sometimes bcs I will take you back no matter how many times you hurt me.
•I take things to heart. You could say jokingly "Your uglyyy" and I would find that hurtful.
•I let my past affect my future. I have been hurt so many times before that when I find someone I really like, I have trust issues.
•I lie, sorry. But if I feel like people are asking questions they have no business of knowing, I will blurt out a big fat lie. I like to think my lies have several layers, they are carefully planned and crafted. So go ahead, try peeling away at those- see where it goes. 
•I tend to stay humble about many things. Compliments don't mean much to me anyway. I like when my works speak for themselves, instead of me having to say how awesome I am. 
•Being an introvert , in parties or any social gatherings to reduce awkward feeling I observe my surrounding . This has now become a habit of mine . 
•Unpredictable and I regret it ! I don't why situations make my plans turn opposite . When I say I'll do , I won't be able to, when I initially say I won't be able to, I end up doing it . 
•I have too many friends and I don't hesitate in talking to a stranger sometimes.
•Easily get angry but when I lose my temper it shows a dark side of me which I am increasingly aware of. It's obvious to me that after I lose my temper, I feel guilty and sad. 
•I can be quiet at first, but once you get to know me, I don't shut up. I am fun loving, but serious when necessary.
•I'm the girl who cries inside the door shut, opens the door with a smile.
•I'm not a professional writer rather I am a school-going girl who haven't even completed her O Level.