Lexi

Hey everyone that i know and don't know. Can you keep my family in your prayers? We are going through a lot right now and we're just asking for some prayers. I can't explain and I'm sorry for that.

Also I'm tired so night losers~

I'm beyond done.

Exams tomorrow @ 10:30am!
          
          I'm gonna try my hardest to pass all of them! Besides algebra- no matter how hard I try I'll fail since I don't understand math...
          
          Anyways~ 
          
          Wish me good luck!

Is anybody there
          Does anybody care what I'm feeling?
          I wanna disappear
          So nobody could hear when I'm screamin'
          'Cause I could use a hand sometimes
          Yeah I could use a hand sometimes
          They say pain is an illusion
          This is just a brusin'
          You are just confused but I am only human
          I could use a hand sometimes, I am only human
          I am only human
          I am only human
          The night is bitter cold
          I wonder if you know that I'm sleepless
          Waitin' like a ghost when I need you the most
          I go unnoticed
          'Cause I could use a hand sometimes
          Yeah I could use a hand sometimes
          They say pain is an illusion
          This is just a brusin'
          You are just confused but I am only human
          I could use a hand sometimes, I am only human
          I am only human
          The weight of the world is pulling me down
          (Where are you now? Where are you now?)
          Every breath feels like I'm gonna drown
          (Where are you now? Where are you now?)
          I'm the only one left alone on this earth
          (Left on this earth, this earth)
          Singing this song but I can't find the words
          'Cause I could use a hand sometimes
          Yeah I could use a hand sometimes
          They say pain is an illusion
          This is just a brusin'
          You are just confused but I am only human
          I could use a hand sometimes, I am only human
          
          Human by Krewella

Depression is not selfish.
          Anxiety is not rude.
          Schizophrenia is not wrong.
          
          Mental Illness isn't self-centered, any more than a broken leg or the flue is self-centered.
          
          If your mental illness makes you feel guilty, review the definition of "illness" and try to treat yourself with the same respect and concern you would show to a cancer patient or a person with pneumonia.

I really want to be happy, but there's something inside of me that screams "you don't deserve it!"

Please, don't get tired of me.
          It happens every time.
          People lose interest in me.
          They get tired of me.
          Suddenly, they don't bother hitting me up anymore.
          The conversations become shorter.
          They forget about me and I just become a distant memory.
          I wonder it it's my fault sometimes.
          But then I realize that people never stay in my life.
          And there's nothing I can do about it.

I wanted to live a life different from other people.-Mikado Ryugamine

The truth is, every one is going to hurt you.
          
          You just got to find the ones worth suffering for...