Alexjuillan

We have friendly eyes
          	But there somewhere it hide 
          	In this 5 Days
          	It's 5 Days
          	Cuts
          	Blood
          	Cry
          	Rules 
          	Dark
          	Smile?
          	Happy?
          	Positive?
          	Night 
          	Day?
          	Love?
          	???
          	

eddworldfantom1

It been a while since we talk... Uhm I going to quit wattpad.. But my DMS will be open ok and I love your books at you please updated them I wonder what going to happen!!! But thanks for having my back. It means a lot to me you are the best! 

Alexjuillan

Hello guys, I got into a fight with my bully Aiden I think I sprained my arm he cheated because he had his friends beat me up this b**** could not fight for himself I had the f****** fight for myself give him a black eye but he almost broke my arm I've tried to start over with this b**** over and over and over and over and over again or accept it neither does his friends his stupid friends are annoying anyways they're b**** ass f****** now whatsoever that I want to get in a fight with him I did not agree to the fight he started the fight and I just can't do it anymore he's lucky he just got a black eye I could have done worse I'm using mic right now so I do not have to type with the hand that's probably sprained I never trusted him in the first place
                                            Alex-

Alexjuillan

Dear, @Big_Colin_simp_ever I am sorry I am asking if we can start over. I am still learning to try to respect for others to respect me I'm still learning at this time but this is an apology letter I realized that everyone has gone through something at least I'm not saying you have to accept this apology I did yell first I did start our arguments first you're right I was never there when things happen I am not on any one side until further notice I'm trying not to get my tiwn sister into this I am trying to change if you hate me you can block me you can report me I might even delete this app after everything that's happened in the past I'm trying to learn to trust people and get rid of my trust issues and stop having my anxiety issues I'm still trying to learn if I say anything rude or hateful please ignore it and go on with your day

Alexjuillan

@Big_Colin_simp_ever I am a bit younger than some people that I know on this app but I can be a brat sometimes which that is going to change most definitely
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Alexjuillan

⚠️WT cutting self VENT⚠️ so Thursday my girlfriend she let me use her jacket when she took it off... there were Cuts all over her arm I have never have cut myself But she Did.. she's an abuse Survivor she's been abused sister's been raped her brother has been body shamed she's been bullied she's been through a lot to get here like today she doesn't even have parents. . . . And one day she showed me her colored pencil pouch and inside of her eraser A Blade.... I'm never mad at her I'm not mad at her but it is not okay to do this it's not okay to cut yourself.

Alexjuillan

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⚠️WT VENT⚠️ let's talk about my ex-girlfriend this b**** ass mother f***** hates me now because I had to do stuff that was important holding my tears for almost everything everything I try to f****** cut myself with is f****** plastic I want to guess my brother doesn't care anymore about me as much as I care about him he doesn't care about me now Laura has Snapchat trying to find where I live I'm worrying about all this stuff I had to take a break so I took a break and on Valentine's Day I came back to surprise my ex-girlfriend she ignored me that furry and I'm not trying to be mean Charlotte is who she cared about the most she wasn't even happy that I was back the next day after my sleepover with my best friend I went on Roblox went to the game where she asked me out at and I song Daisy Bell she thought I was insane or like the girl named Daisy I didn't I wasn't insane I never loved the girl named Daisy she hates me and I don't know what to do but I have someone new now her name is China and she's way better she's actually there for me she knows everything that happens but what my ex-girlfriend did she acted like she loved me say she loved me and then packed her things and left it's what it felt like because I cried every f****** tear now I feel like I have no f****** Ass  tear I've been body shamed almost my whole life abused raped assaulted there's more than just that but I won't say it and I have a lot to worry about now it feels like no one gives a f****** crap except for my friends on this app and my sister and support me thank you: @tordsmp123 @eddworldfantom1 thank you

Alexjuillan

@GabrielGuimaresAlexa thank you I appreciate it
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bielguimaraesale

@Alexjuillan hi so i don't know much about your history with the people you socialize with, but i'm here to offer you help, if you feel comfortable we can talk better in private.
            (note: this message was translated with the help of google translator, as I am Brazilian and so far I do not have fluency in the English language)
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