I apologize for being so inactive and not updating once since summer.... Lately, lots of stuff have been happening and I just keep on finding myself feeling more miserable, desperate, clueless and just lost. I just prefer to stick to reading instead of writing because I feel like I barely have any motivation to continue writing, despite all the work I have unpublished.
I just hope that I am going through some kind of weird phase that I am going to pass soon, because I am sick and tired of having to put up with sad events and failures all over again. I have been dealing with some really difficult stuff that I don't feel like talking about. I just felt like sharing these emotions in a way, y'know. I am just clinging onto the fact that... well, time heals wounds and that things get better sooner or later, because I *have* been through difficult times that have passed, despite lasting for years, but.... things are just difficult for me at the moment and I kinda feel hopeless about everything at the moment.
Hope everyone has been well and taking care of yourselves!