Lyn/Lynn

Y'all I'm sorry but I have been slowly moving over into Ao3 which is why I haven't said anything in over a month. Ill still be active on here every once in a while but I'll mainly be on Ao3.

September 1st 1989 Dear diary,
          
          
          
          
          
          Happy Heathers day and also happy back to Hogwarts day

OH MY GODS OHMYGODS
          
          THEY ANNOUNCED THE RELEASE DATE FOR PERCY JACKSON FOR HIS BIRTHDAY
          
          FUCK YEAH
          
          WOOOOOOOHOOOOO

They did a pride parade in my parents hometown today. I wanted so badly to join but I had to stay with my parents otherwise my mom would probably kick me out as soon as she could. I had to hear them talk badly about them and keep moving from where we where cause "the gays are coming and their going to infect us!!!"(said by my parents). It pained me to hear them say this and not do anything about it. I really wish that my 18th birthday comes faster so I can leave home.
          
          But I was also happy cause their hometown is a place in Mexico that is extremely religious and conservative so them having a pride parade is wonderful. They drag queens looked absolutely gorgeous and beautiful. There were so many people supporting and joining the parade.

I recently got into Grease: Rise of the pink ladies a few days ago and only to find out that it's being cancelled just like many other shows that have queer characters(such as Cynthia and Lydia) and tackle/show problems that minorities face. Not only is it being cancelled, it is also being removed from Paramount+ all together. This is a fantastic show and a lot of people spent money for a subscription just to watch this show. Now all those people are cancelling their subscription because of how important Rise of the pink ladies is to them. So please sign this petition in the hopes that we might be able to have a continuation of this story on another streaming platform.
          
          https://chng.it/FSnPVMPYJL

We did the musical today...
          
          I'm literally one of the quietest kids and they could hear me perfectly in the back but the loud kids(popular kids) look so fucking lost
          
          People literally came up to me and the kids who play Ryan and Sharpay and said the we carried the show

Musical in 1 week and about 5 people(including me) in a 30 person cast know the lyrics and dance moves.....
          
          
          This is going to be just great

Y'all I'm alive but I'm mentally dead
          
          I have two more weeks of exams and the musical is less than a month away. Most of the theater cast are popular kids and they don't even know half of the show. Anyways I realized I never updated my part but I got the one I wanted(Taylor)

I have to audition for my theater class first thing in the morning
          
          I'm nervous but also don't want to do it cause it's High School Musical and most of my class doesn't know what it is
          
          Anyways I'm auditioning for Taylor Mckenzie, stage manager, or Ms. Tenny. Hopefully I'll get anything but Sharpe
          
          Wish my luck

That one moment you realize you have a crush on one of your friends that literally has all but one class with you.....
          
          he also gave me a necklace that kinda matches with his as a late Christmas gift cause I gave him a Christmas gift
          
          Anyways he's also the one person that people think I hate but am still friends with either ways