Hi. Well, like most people, I have secrets... dark ones. But ones that I think might help people since they involve me trying to find solutions for depression, cutting, and yes, a little bit of suicide. I am not new to Wattpad-- nope! I have had another account where I post mostly poetry. I made this account because I don't want the people I love finding out I have these problems... it would hurt them too much. So I'm gonna stay anonymous!
Don't expect me to be on much or update often-- my mind is a black hole and my feelings only surface once in a while. But when those moments rise to the surface of my mind, I'll do my best to make something of it.
About me: I am female. I have cut (out of anger and lack of... sadness). I have vague thoughts of suicide but I would never do it (since I personally am terrified about going to Hell). I hate people who hate others blindly and wish to beat the shit outta them (I know-- stupid but, hey!). I don't understand why people bully others to the point of their suicide. I wish I could save them, but I don't know how. And, I don't consider my life to be that difficult (I'm pretty, smart, loved, fed well, and not bullied anymore). I hate myself for it because I want to feel others peoples' pain so that I can help them. Yeah... So please don't judge me for "having an easy life"-- everyone carries pain around and I'm just trying to help others.
And that's pretty much the side of me you're gonna get on this account. c:
