ApollynHaborym
I decided to post 'Letters to Her' as well as my poems. They're basically my journals - My thoughts in the moment, but also my feelings. I'm pretty sure she'll never see them, but even if she does, I don't care. Things won't change.
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ApollynHaborym
(Long post) I doubt anyone reads these honestly, but I plan to post poems I've written as of late. They were made from my heart, no matter how cheesy or cliche or stupid they may be, they carried (and carry) my feelings and are dedicated to someone *beyond* special that I lost. I want to immortalize the poems so that I never forget, no matter how short or long I live. At least they'll be here forever (or until Wattpad shuts down or deletes accounts). Hell, maybe some of you can connect and resonate with my words...
I am going to try my hardest to keep working on the series, but to be frank, I've lost any and all motivation to do that. I feel like I want to let the series (my baby) die because of how heavy my feelings have been over the past months. For now, I'm putting the series on an official hiatus. I'm trying to find meaning in my life again, but even now, it all seems meaningless. I'm trying. Really hard. :)
ApollynHaborym
@Dhi_SJ Thank you very much for your kind words. I'm glad The Unbidden was able to pique your interest. It's a series I was working off and on with since 2017. I think at the very least if you enjoy the series, you have 4 books worth of content to read. I've genuinely been trying to find any amount of motivation to keep writing. Things get worse before they get better, right?
Dhi_SJ
@ApollynHaborym I'm sorry for your lose and I hope you'll find the inspiration again to do something to cheer yourself up. I'd say, you should continue to post what your heart desires the most and it will eventually reach the person who is in need even if it could take too long or God knows how long... It's okay to feel unmotivated and deprived of thoughts but don't quit. Don't let, as you say, your baby down. Rest as much as you want and follow the path of your dreams after. I wish the best for you and besides, The Unbidden World truly hooked me up with just the first part of the first chapter. I'd like to read more about God and Xavier! Thanks for writing the series and please, take care of yourself.
ApollynHaborym
I've been dealing with an unimaginably heavy emotional issue lately, but I do have a short-part version of book 2 that I'll work on uploading here momentarily for those who struggle reading long-form.
Netta3d
Hiii, it's Clouder from Inkitt
ApollynHaborym
Gonna have to go back through the 1st book and do a lot of revision. I was skimming it the other day and realized how much worse it seems to feel compared to the rest of the series. Just need the motivation to do it, though
ApollynHaborym
I'm happy to announce that I have finally received all 6 illustrations for the 1st book! They are already in the appropriate sections in the short form version, and will be inside the long form momentarily. This is exciting news!
ApollynHaborym
Writing has come to a halt at the current time due to university life. Once I can organize it, I'll try to hop back on the creative train
ApollynHaborym
4,628 words into Chapter 1. Pretty good so far!
ApollynHaborym
Alright, so, I've (finally) begun work on the 5th book. It's probably still a ways off before being posted, but we'll see just how quick I can make it happen.
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So, Illustrator finally got me the 2nd and 3rd chapters' illustrations. Still need 3 more.
Also, would you believe I haven't started the next book yet? It's really hard to write, but I think in the next couple months, I'm gonna shit it out. Soon™