There are some things money can't buy. And the fulfillment that coming from being able to accomplish things, rooting from deep inside you as an individual, as a person is one of those. I created a lot of stuffs but to my surprised I'm still in thirst of what I can do, of what I can create.

And so I explore, and exploring leads me back to my root. Writing. I've always love reading, and writing. And the ability to connect with the book, being lost for moments to minutes, to hours, made me realize that there is more I have to explore. 

And I need to go. I'm breaking the culture, the tradition of my country, the beliefs and rigid rules of conformity of my community. I'm breaking the ties of my earned profession towards what I really wanted. 

I know the past was the perfect journey essential in knowing my real self, in knowing what I really wanted or made me realize what I really am. That I have to pursue. It gives me purpose.

These I know are my struggles I needed to strengthen my armor. I know. It's pain and a lot of pain. Happiness and more. I believe that the path was where I was supposed to walk. And I felt that God was with me all along. All along.

I'm still in further search of what is my niche in this field but I will risk. I'm in pursuit of what is my life task, or at least in related to this will surely makes me no regrets in the future. 

So, join me as I embark on my journey to the vast of nowhere, where faith is my armor, my determination is my fuel, my ship is  as my dream, and the vast ocean lies my destined place that I'm in search of, that I know is there.