ArtemisPhoebeParker

thinking about that one sakuatsu bounty hunter rivals to lovers fic where atsumu spends the whole fic asking osamu for a flaming sword and osamu MAKES it. it wasn't surprising. just very very very satisfying and exhilarating.

ArtemisPhoebeParker

@hqheaven osamu has to get his prototype SOMEWHERE
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hqheaven

@ArtemisPhoebeParker cue crowley asking aziraphale where the flaming sword is
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ArtemisPhoebeParker

thinking about that one sakuatsu bounty hunter rivals to lovers fic where atsumu spends the whole fic asking osamu for a flaming sword and osamu MAKES it. it wasn't surprising. just very very very satisfying and exhilarating.

ArtemisPhoebeParker

@hqheaven osamu has to get his prototype SOMEWHERE
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hqheaven

@ArtemisPhoebeParker cue crowley asking aziraphale where the flaming sword is
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ArtemisPhoebeParker

y'all ever see that one panel of kiyoko shimizu leaping over a hurdle and suddenly u want to read the entire story again. all of it. like a first time.
          
          also in terms of life updates i realized i have autism and 90% of my behaviour makes a lot more sense now.

taezbunni

ArtemisPhoebeParker

@taezbunni looks pretty cool actually, i'll check it out!!
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ArtemisPhoebeParker

nothing incites fear of old age in me like hearing "skibbidy toilet" from someone in my real life. nothing.

ArtemisPhoebeParker

@hqheaven i have already begun.
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ArtemisPhoebeParker

@hqheaven im going to play whimsical music in your walls. the romcom type. rain sounds and everything so u cant get your creepy quota every time u watch a horror movie.
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ArtemisPhoebeParker

does anyone understand how STUPID it is that i'm only fluent (in all aspects - reading, writing, speaking, understanding) in ONE language and that isnt even my mother tongue its my second language.

ArtemisPhoebeParker

y'all ever feel so trapped u look up how to dissociate on purpose and then your dreams are crashed because the internet says theres no such thing as dissociation on purpose haha

ArtemisPhoebeParker

@wulverorcus thank you so much <3 i hope your days are good and the weather remains perfect for weeks on end
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wulverorcus

@ArtemisPhoebeParker i totally get that feeling! My therapist explained once to me that it’s a way that the brain protects you when it feels like there is to much danger. So you are completely right. If you need anyone to talk to I’m here for you. And wanting to disassociate is completely understandable. What ever is going on, i hope it gets better. ❤️
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ArtemisPhoebeParker

@wulverorcus thank you. i do understand that dissociation is actually really harmful and not a light matter but at times it seems like a plausible escape. i'm feeling calmer now and it means a lot that u replied so thank you <3
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ArtemisPhoebeParker

find me something better than link click i Dare you

thestars_thenight

@ArtemisPhoebeParker i did but sometimes i like to check in. im good !! hru
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ArtemisPhoebeParker

@thestars_thenight its a donghua (anime but chinese) and it has a chokehold on me like nothing else ever has
            also hello ?!?!??!?! how ARE you i thought u quit wattpad
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ArtemisPhoebeParker

i was rereading a fic i forgot i read and this line held me by the throat again. "A bitter March has turned into a sobbing April loath to turn over to a damp May." the skill to humanize (but the ugly parts of human) inanimate things in such a way,,,,,,, i admire you.