@Ash-TheHadesDemigirl That's a really awful thing to happen. I would REALLY recommend finding a counselor to talk to--regardless of how well you knew this person, grief is such a huge emotion to try to grapple with, and trying to manage it on your own could make things worse. I don't normally tell people that I'm okay with them venting to me anymore because I don't want people to become so dependent on people they don't know aside from the internet, but I'm willing to make an exception for this if you want it. In other words, I recommend a counselor, but if you need to vent, I'm here.