spongey

Te extraño mucho. La vida no se siente igual sin ti y tu sonrisa. Se siente aburrido, para ser honesto. Y sí, lo sé, escribir esto aquí no hace mucho, pero sólo quería expresarme independientemente. Tu escritura es algo que siempre he amado y que siempre amaré.
          
          I hope you're resting easy and eating well like you always did. I hope your smile continues to brighten everyone that you've every encountered whether down here, or up there. 
          
          Nos vemos pronto, amigo ❤

I honestly thought my health was getting better. I did everything possible from eating better, exercising and jogging with my dog, meditation (Avatar the last airbender taught me) and all of the above. But this body of mines...it doesn't want to function any longer I guess. So i just wanna say thank you to everyone I've met on here. Everyone here has made me feel special, and just overall happy despite my circumstances. I apologize for my sudden post but I've been fighting for so long. Didn't want to tell anyone bc we've all got our own things to overcome. And i hope you continue to overcome your obstacles because you are so very strong, beautifully gifted, and deserve every inch and ounce of love coming your way. Please never give up on yourself. Never. You must persevere  :) 
          
          From the bottom of my heart I thank you again to each and every one of you. Let's meet in another lifetime, shall we?
          
          [He descubierto que si amas la vida, la vida te amará de vuelta]
          
          
          
          - Aso, Mr. Philosopher ❤

The world (or at least its people) is at a very sad, frustrating, magical, point of time right now. People believe they're gaining something out of negative and malicious comments. People are struggling to live, and most definitely love their own lives. It's too much unbalance in the world right now. Everyone's getting thrown off. Don't know which way or who to confide in. Lost in their own thoughts. Or not thinking at all.
          
          The world is really in a confusing time right now. Preserve please. You must.

Thank you for supporting The Effects Of Lucifer...really I never expected anyone to read or show any love for it. Warms my little chocolate caramel mocha heart fam. Much love to each and every one y'all from the bottom of my heart. You da MVP

Listen, I miss Cuba so much that I'm really just bouta teach yall some slang. Don't ask me why...It's the holidays aight...in my emos lol
          
          Numero uno! - Mango: Stop right there amigos! This doesn't mean mango the fruit, it means "Attractive" and if you wanna be hella extra you can say Mangon "Damn you hella hot/fine" or sum like that. Many variants of it but this the basic form yUh
          
          Numero dos! - Guajiro/Guajira: We all know city people, as well as country bumpkin people. Guajiro/a is that lil bumpkin of Dorothy from Wizard of Oz. Their accent is that of the 'country side'. Like USA I can tell if people are from the south, same goes for guajiros. But if you look it up you'll find peasant...but that isn't what it actually means...
          
          Numero tres! - coño: DAMN! damn... literally damn. It's practical for any situation. Got a new car? Coño! Failed your astronomy class? Ay coño... I say it so often that it slips when i'm with my parents and then I get hit with a chancla. coño lol
          
          Numero cuatro! - Papaya: Aha...another not fruit name. I'll save you guys the explanation but never, ever, say papaya in cuba. I'm not sure how other countries translate this to, but in cuba, no bueno. If you want an actual papaya FRUIT then its best ya say "frutabomba". Trust me haha
          
          
          Ayeee and that's cuban sland with Aso!
          
          Dunno why I did this but I laughed, so that's all that matters.
          
          [Now I want plantains wtf]

I know this may seem outright weird or just full of bullshit. But when I woke up today, literally like an hour ago, there was a guitar leaning against my bed. And I kid you not I've never played an instrument in my life except for my 4th grade recorder. Other than nada...
          
          And just when I touched it (some mojo jojo type shit fr tho) I got a notification about Hara's passing. I had cold sweat like a bitch...
          
          So now I gotta learn to play the guitar that not even mi madre o padre know how and where the hell it came from (highkey think they're lying tho but ok one more skill to learn yknow)
          
          
          [its 2pm and im still sleepy :(((((]

Its been ages since I've used instagram but ima start using/posting thanks to mi madre blessing me with a new camera...so if you wanna follow me feel free (ill follow back bc why not lol) :))

Wtf Obama was literally in San Francisco and I didn't see him! I am so pressed I didn't see my president like bruh

Now that I dyed my hair hella silver, I feel...different. An alter-ego? I'm not fucking sure mate but I just wanna say, I've had an epiphany. It should've been something already known, but hey, life is funny that way so I'm just happy to I had an 'Aha!
          
          Anyways back to the point. I've realized I had a [fixed mindset]. In shorter words, afraid of failure and/or making mistakes and thinking the world is out to destroy me.
          
          No bueno, of course.
          
          And now to the mindset I will very much cultivate into is called [growth mindset]. Mmm delicious, sounds like wheat grass and blue algae smoothie at 4am in the morning. I promise it's actually good if you add agave lol.
          
          But the epiphany I was previously talking about is that...I can fucking change. Whether qualities, mindset, values, morals, the list goes on. Yea. Like I said, should've been something I been knew but we here now and that's all that matters.
          
          So yea. Thought I'd share because Idk...I like to share...doesn't mean I care. Joking ofc I care! Hit my hotline blind if you ever need to talk. Can't guarantee you won't ask yourself, ''Is this man on crack?" and to answer that, "Hell yes"
          
          Thanks for listening to my TED Talk. Never again lmfao

Nayeon is so pretty. Nayeon is exquisitely gorgeous