Astray_awe

BROOO AS IF WATTPAD IS NOW GETTING DMS OUT, WATTPAD U SRSLY GET WORSE AND WORSEEE

Jacka_Lee

@Astray_awe SERIOUSLY
          	  LIKE
          	  THATS HOW I TALK TO MY FRIENDS
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Artsy_J4ck

@ Astray_awe  FR FR QwQ I got really pissed off when I knew wattpad was going to do that (still am pissed off bcs of that, ofc AOGWJDJDIWGSVDAOSG) 
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Astray_awe

BROOO AS IF WATTPAD IS NOW GETTING DMS OUT, WATTPAD U SRSLY GET WORSE AND WORSEEE

Jacka_Lee

@Astray_awe SERIOUSLY
            LIKE
            THATS HOW I TALK TO MY FRIENDS
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Artsy_J4ck

@ Astray_awe  FR FR QwQ I got really pissed off when I knew wattpad was going to do that (still am pissed off bcs of that, ofc AOGWJDJDIWGSVDAOSG) 
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Astray_awe

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POETRY BCS I SAY SO..
          AHEMM..
          
          (Translated from romanian)
          
          
          My dear, my beautiful angel,
          'I love you', they're some words I tell you every day, yet, words I urge to say out loud when I see you.
          My sweetest darling, lips on lips, hand in hand, soul with soul.
          It's so strong it hurts, it's a burning sensation to not hear your voice or your callings. 
          I want you, I wish you were here, I give you everything I have and am.
          Every inch I am is yours, I am all yours alone. Look, I can see, and I can hear you, and I don't wanna go anymore, to talk or to do anything else anymore. I want to take everything you give me and cherish it as if it were the most valuable thing I possess..
          
          I wrote so many more but don't wanna publish them since I do not want them to be stolen or such shit Q-Q

Artsy_J4ck

@ Astray_awe  same, I've been writing a bunch of poems to let my feelings out, ngl. And I must say you're awesome with that :D
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Artsy_J4ck

@ Astray_awe  omgggg thats so pure and beautiful!!! Such a lovely poem <33
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Astray_awe

@Artsy_J4ck Awe tyy <33
            Am pretty obsessed with writing those in last time qwq
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Astray_awe

I just feel like isolating myself, I have no interests in anything else anymore. I dont wanna move or do anything anymore, maybe fraw to distract myself but nothing more, I just wanna lay in bed all day. I didnt wven did my homework or did my chores..I dont feel like it and feels like doing it would take so much energy. I just dont wanna do it anymore. I am tired.

StreamRiver

@Astray_awe I understand how you feel, I've been feeling the same thing for nearly a whole year. Maybe you just need to recharge for a bit, get your strength back up a little? If you need someone to talk to, I'm always here to listen. Just take your time on feeling better, okay?
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Astray_awe

Last update about Milo. After a long and hard day
          of school I got a last update. Milo is deceased. He died today, in 4.4.2024. What a date, what a day. I feel like so lost I dunno what to do. Ive been shedding tears since I found out hours ago. He had been my only comfort since everything that happened in the last years was a catastrophe. My little angel, my sweet little charming baby, may you rest in peace my sweetest. I love you and may we meet in heaven where you can now rest like the sweet innocent and beautiful boy you were and are. Mommy loves you, I will never forget you. Thank you for what you gave what other human beings couldn't when I was at my lowest.♡

savanaschmidt

I'm so sorry about your loss...
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MasterBlaze

 I’m so sorry to hear about Milo, I know you cared about him so much. Just know that he’s in peace now <3
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Artsy_J4ck

@ Astray_awe  oh my Lord... I'm so sorry for your loss, really :< he was strong, and you were too! He's surely thankful for all of those moments with you, just like you are <33 he is now safe, in your heart, forever with you, always remember this. You were an amazing mum to your sweet baby, I'm more than sure! He'll always be loved and will still protect you, whenever and wherever you are, surely. You both were super strong in this hard battle, and I'm proud of you both! May your sweet boy reast in peace ♡♡♡
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Astray_awe

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Hahahaha fuck guys, two dudes wrote a note to me, making it as if they were that guy I had a small crush on. And now I wrote that guy on sms like "Dude u wrote this?" And he was like "wtf no."
          It is so embarrassing that I just wanna slap those two who wrote that note, if they thought they would joke with me, I then would be makeing THEIR lives a joke, so they would know not to play with fire the next time.

savanaschmidt

@ Astray_awe  holy shet
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Artsy_J4ck

@ Astray_awe  damn, it's hard when this happens— but i'm sure they will be put into their own places bcs of karma ù-ú
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Astray_awe

Ok haha, this year is full of events right?? 
          
          I mean..my cat just broke his back and probably will be put to sleep but pfssss nooo whyy would he? He will be fine, he will be ok he wont die right?? He wont be put to sleep he can be helped right?! He wont die, he cant die,not now, he will survive for sure. It cant be true right? But I cant help but keep crying and hyperventilating. I feel like I will swoon soon from stress and shock. I am in school rn and am begging god the vet will do smth before considering the fact to put him to sleep. Please please dont let him die please I need him. I NEED my Milo. Hes the only one I got now please.

WOLFSTAR_PHOENIXX

oh my gosh- im so sorry i rlly hope he will be ok...
            i wish u both the best <3
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MasterBlaze

I’m so sorry to hear about your cat, I hope the vet can do something to help. I will keep Milo in my prayers <3
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Astray_awe

@MasterBlaze Yeah hah, hope so, the lil guy is strong, he's gonna survive.
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Astray_awe

OK- LET ME GET ME STRAIGHT.
          
          IVE GOT LAST FRIDAY A FREE DAY- I HAD TO WORK ON THE HOUSE, I'VE GOT SATURDAY TO WORK ON THE HOUSE, SUNDAY, AT 9 A.M. O CLOCK 3 HOURS AT CHURCH + AT 5 P.M. AGAIN FREAKING CHURCH BCS I AM FREAKING FORCED TO. AND THEN YOU TELL ME I HAVE MONDAY, WHAT IS A FREE DAY TOO, AT EVENING TO GO TO A YOUNGSTERS MEETING TO CHURCH AGAINN?!?! WTF LEAVE ME ALONE MOM TTTT
          
          IVE STILL DIDNT DONE MY HOMEWORK OVER THE SHORT HOLIDAYS BECAUSE NOBODY FREAKING LEAVE ME ALONE?!?!

Artsy_J4ck

@ Astray_awe  omg I feel it qigsnagdsnks in this holiday and weekend I got so busy too qwq but you'll have time for yourself!! I'm sure u will soon
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Astray_awe

@Artsy_J4ck I hope bcs if not Imma swear imma skip school bcs I am so freaking tired
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Astray_awe

I-I am feeling like a smoll unimportant bean ;_;
          From somewhere at the corner of the internet :]
          

Artsy_J4ck

@ Astray_awe  Lolll, I know how it feels sometimes, ngl, but you'll always have me by your side :3
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Artsy_J4ck

@ Astray_awe  nawww, don't dieee— *revives you*
            And tysmmm <333 like, really, you're super amazing!! 
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Astray_awe

@Artsy_J4ck *revives* WhErE aM I??Q-q
            
            
            
            
            Nahhh jokes xDD
            Tysvm aahhhh you're amazing too, it's just hard sometimes :'D
            
            
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Astray_awe

WAIT WAIT, LEMME GET THIS STRAIGHT -
          
          
          
          
          
          
          If u are a girl...and rather hang up with boys, dont wear makeup and feel 'different' than other girls you're a "Pick me" girl?? 
          
          
          
          Like, can't I even talk to boys anymore?? ._.

savanaschmidt

Society is the worst, honestly
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polld1

A pick me is doing all those things JUST to be different and get closer to boys whilst putting other girls down
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Artsy_J4ck

@ Astray_awe  FOR REAL :"D
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