Austere Anxiety

João

Hi!
          I'm, um... still not dead! Somehow.
          Actually one could argue I'm better than ever now that I'm actually medicated.
          And have a more or less proper sleep schedule.
          I mean granted it's 1 AM right now, but I had a long day, ok.
          Been... been wondering a bit.
          My brain starts to think a lot past 12 AM, so I got to thinking.
          A big think.
          A thinky thonk.
          I know I've abandoned a fanfic (just one as far as I can recall at least) which sucks, but... dunno, I thought about rewriting it in the future, if I can.
          Anyway, that's not the main thinky thonk.
          My thonk is I want to write something for another fandom.
          That being, uhhhh... FNAF.
          Y'see, I've hyperfixated on the Daycare Attendants for a long while now (to the point I possibly went into debt this month to buy merch-) and I did wonder if I could write fanfic for them... I've actually written FNAF fanfics before, but that was... a long time ago.
          On DeviantArt.
          We don't talk about those days.
          Anyway, if y'all were interested in... my simpage for the DCA, I'd be happy to write it out.
          Granted, yes, this is my account, but why post if I know it's not going to be read?
          I'm also highly unpredictable when it comes to writing. One moment I'll want to write 600 chapters, the next I won't write for 600 years.
          And right now ooooh god I'd love to write again.
          
          ... This post is really lengthy, but TL;DR I want to write for FNAF (the Daycare Attendants x Reader) and am curious if any of y'all are interested.
          That's pretty much it.
          Uh... yeah.
          Austere out o7

best wishes for you!

Well.
          Fuck.
          Uhm.
          I'm not dead!!
          I, uh... got a bit sidetracked.
          First of all, there was the depression.
          Then the lack of motivation to work on ANYTHING.
          Then I just sort of... fell out of the fandom.
          Granted, I still love the franchise and I follow with as much as I can, but... yeah.
          With all that weighing on me, I've pretty much just been... unable to write at all.
          In those months I've been gone, I've written nothing.
          Well... I tell a lie.
          I've written one thing.
          Because I'm very much into another fandom as of current.
          I haven't posted it here though, as I don't consider it, hmm... fitting for this account.
          It IS on Wattpad, though.
          If you find it and recognise me, congratulations.
          It's quite obvious it's me, once you recognise the patterns.
          
          I'm fine, I'm alive and well, and I hope to return to writing "full-time" at some point.
          I love y'all, and I hope to see you again ♥

          
          OK SO.
          Best friend is enabling me yet again to write.
          But I also wanna hear you guys' opinion.
          How about... Shadow/Reader/Sonic?
          Thoughts? 
          It'll be consensual.
          Shadow and Sonic know of each other.
          I dunno, I just really need an excuse to write Sonic Boom again.
          And after watching a little bit, I got ready for bed and SLAM.
          Was violently slapped in the face with this.
          But yeah.
          What y'all think?
          Please for the love of God enable me lolol--

I can't sleep lmfao.
          I got Neo Metal Sonic on my brain.
          Like... X Reader of course.
          And I wanna make it sad as hell.
          Just absolutely tear at heartstrings.
          What is it with me and writing Metal Sonic but sad.
          Like my other story legitimately made me cry lolol.
          But I'm only going to write it if there's some interest.
          If not, I'mma just stick to Shadow and Mephiles.
          But also the Pokémon story.
          What do you think?

My friend got me into Sword/Shield again haha. If any of y'all are interested in seeing Raihan/Leon/fem!Reader (yes a threesome) could you let me know? If not, just disregard this 
          I'm hoping to start another Mephiles story some time soon. I want to thank you for the ideas you threw my way!!
          I'll see what I can do ❤️
          Until then, Austere shall sleep as it's 4 AM.
          Good night!!

I love your stories and the way you write every sonic boom character! If you need some inspiration, maybe something where the reader is accused of something and team sonic tries to get you in jail. Everything has made the reader feel like they aren't treated right and everyone is against them, until you meet someone (Shadow) who has the same faith where everyone is scared of him and misjudges him for it

Author I found your ao3 account :skull: :crying:

Heyyy