@hellopandash oooo that’s great! I hope u enjoyed eid! I mean, Eid Al adha is five days, normally we get relatives to visit on the first day and then we just go out on the rest, every year is different sometimes we go out and sometimes we just stay home lol. Also that’s true, whatever is written for u will find u no matter what, u don’t even have to think about it, and it’s so reassuring, cuz once u got this mindset and actually believe that god got the best plans ahead of u, then u can just live and not worry about the future. So I’m glad u thought of it this way. And yeah I’ve been going thru this yo-yo effect. I’m stuck in this cycle of gaining and losing weight and it’s messing w my metabolism :”) but I’m still trying so it’s fine. As long as I’m doing this for my own benefit and my own liking then it doesn’t matter to me the pace.